When we are carrying anger, hurt and pain – whatever heavy emotion that is, it feels like it hardens your heart and casts a shadow over your soul’s light. It feels like the heaviness of the emotions becomes a cage that makes you believe that you are trapped and that it’s impossible for you to find your own inner light; which translates to LOVE in its simplest form.
So now you find yourself a resident of the anger, hurt and pain. Leaving you feeling like a castaway, separate not only from the world but more importantly from yourself.
By taking up residency in this low vibrational energy, you start acting the same way as everyone and everything else in this vibrational neighbourhood.
You start attacking yourself, breaking yourself down, until there’s nothing left.
The disconnection between your TRUE knowing gets shadowed by all the lies you choose to accept, whether consciously or subconsciously from the world and your EGO self.
We create these experiences because ultimately every soul in their true essence wants to experience LOVE and to truly understand and know love, you have to be in its opposite or absence.
What I have learned from my own journey and from many other souls I have supported on theirs; is that we ALL get to a place and time where we CHOOSE to experience something different from what we have created our reality to be.
We never stay in one place or reality forever.
Only in the absence of love will we seek love.
By seeking a different reality than your existing experience, you are going to reach for a greater knowing. Even if you are creating in what some might perceive as a negative experience, you are still reaching for a closer experience with SELF.
Love for me is wholeness. Wholeness is what each of us are and are created in. Therefore, even in the FEELING of complete seperation from your wholeness, you are still whole; because our emotions are what facilitate us to have the experience, make it as REAL as possible without us really having to go through the separation on a SOUL level.
It’s like we are here having a human experience and yet with us feeling so ‘far’ from our true home, we are, in truth, home. The human experience is just an illusion.
So emotions facilitate exactly the same experience, the illusion of being alone, separate, abandoned etc. while in your soul knowing you can rest assured that you are as whole as you were the moment you were created. Despite the distance you might travel through your experiences and the emotions generated through your experiences here on this physical plane, you will ALWAYS remain rooted in your true essence which is WHOLENESS and in its simplest form LOVE.
If you are tired and feel your reality is pointless, I assure you, you are constructing a masterpiece not to be seen, but to be trusted. Through trust, it’s revealed to the soul.
Love and blessings
Babetza